I can’t fucking handle this bullshit anymore. I’m tired of everyone competing and people being shady as fuck about everything, especially when I’m the kind of person that will do anything I can to help someone out.
I also feel like I’ve wasted the last 3-4 years of my life building towards something that is not getting anywhere and I feel like giving up. but deep down, I know that giving up is failing and everything I’ve done thus far will be for nothing. I’ve come so far, yet not far enough & it’s so hard when it feels absolutely impossible to get where I want to get. maybe I’m just growing out of the phase or I’m just done with everyone’s shit, I’m not exactly sure what it is yet. but for now, I’m focusing on the positive things in my life and building towards something that is actually tangible.
focus on your light… good things will come.
| *Hears noises at night*: | Well this is it this is the end for me I had a good life |
| *Gets shampoo in my eyes*: | I guess I'm blind now how am I going to go on holy shit |
| *Heart is beating fast*: | I think I am having a heart attack is this what cardiac arrest is |
| *A cop walks by*: | Here I go about to get arrested I probably murdered someone I'm sure they know about when I smoked that one time |
| *Taking a test*: | Don't take your eyes off of this paper you will get caught cheating and get kicked out of school |
| *Gets a sunburn*: | Skin cancer |
